Don't chase anything but dreams & drinks

Okay...this is random but I suddenly feel like drinking to get back the happy-floaty-sleep-giggly high I always get when I consume alcohol.I'm not alcoholic....I SWEAR. Just wanna feel drunk-happy for no apparent reason.

Well...moving on.
Since now I'm working...I need to plan my working outfits(yeah I'm weird &vain like that). But working in admin sucks. I need to have a decent,neat,muted look=OL LOOK. Sigh...this sucks 'cause I'm the least OL person. 80% of my wardrobe consists of shorts/short skirts/short dresses & the rest are too crazy/colourful/grungey for office.

 Ah...crap.

This is one of the reasons why I don't wish to have an office job in the future.Having restrictions on what I can wear just sucks the life out of me.

SO SOME OL INSPIRATONS FROM PRE-FELL 2010!
Stella McCartney + Alex Wang being my favourite. Too over-the-top for office but hey...better being overdressed than being underdressed.

www.style.com

& because I have so much free time, I spent loads of time on style dot com just looking at runway shows.

& I SAW THIS.

Balmain (Style.com)

TIME FOR D-I-Y BABYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(paint-splattered pants so sexy I wanna do it!!!!!)

BALD EAGLE GETTING A HAIR TRANSPLANT.

1. Baking Fest+Farewell Lunch. Rebecca baked macaroni lasagna(which was pretty good!), I made non-baked Oreo Cheesecake(IT TASTES DAMN AWESOME OKAY) & Melvin tried to bake instant mix Chocolate cookies(turned out black hahahaha).
   TO MELVIN: BYE MELVIN I LOVE YOU V MUCH BE SAFE IN ARMY! & DON'T FORGET WHAT WE DISCUSSED ON OUR WAY HOME JUST NAOZ.
2. Watched too many Korean shows + videos. Family Outing 2 with Bong Sun doing charades cheered up my shitty week.
3. Got damn fat on above-mentioned food we made. I'm still feeling kinda bloated from the cheesecake.

OH.GUESS WHAT.

I FINALLY GOT A JOB.
Yes,(SHOCK!HORROR!) the resident lazy bum (A.K.A, ME) has finally stopped my bumming and found a job! Okay I got offered the job by my cousin who's desperate for someone to fill in the vacancy but hey, at least I'm going to start earning money & support myself ( much to the pleasure of my parentals). I don't know whether I should be excited that I am finally doing something productive or feel sad because my days of endless lazing is coming to an end 8(

Oh well, Money > Everything else RIGHT?

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Weheartit

Like today.I have no idea why but everyone seems to be fucking annoying and irritating the shit out of me. My nephew (as usual) asks waaaaaaaayyyyyy too much questions for a 6year old. I'm really so tempted to lock him out. My brother is always on my nerves so its nothing new. My uncle's know-it-all manner is just extra annoying today & my auntie who did NOTHING to me still annoyed me. Fuck I must have a problem somewhere or something.

Don't you hate it when you're feeling highly irritable and someone asks you "What's wrong with you?"
This question is probably the last question you should ask anyone if that person looks irritated. I'm pretty sure if I have a face that says "SHE'S INNA FUCKING BAD MOOD", it's obvious I'm feeling grumpy/cranky/annoyed. I blame all the crankiness on my lack of sleep.

On a side note, I have so many fucking zits & I don't even know why.FUCK?

A M A Z E B A L L S

My relatives+family will all have heart attacks if I wear all these. If only they don't cost like close to US$100 for a ring and so much more for a necklace  :'(

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From Weheartit

Today's Playlist

Calender Girl - Stars

Gimme Sympathy - Metric

Elevator Love Letter - Stars

Everyone I know is listening to Crunk - Lightspeed Champion

I will follow you into the dark - Death Cab for Cutie

Heart - Stars

I'M NOT ENCOURAGING DRINKING BUT

ALCOHOL IS AMAZING.

• It gives you the guts to do things you'll NEVER DO when you're sober.
  
  
• It makes everything ten times funnier.
  
  
• Everyone becomes your friend after just one cup.
  
  
• It makes you sleepy. ( GOODBYE INSOMNIA)
  
  
• You just become HAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHEEHEEHEEHEEHEEHAPPYYYYYYYYY

If only it's excessive consumption doesn't cause vomiting, dizziness, emotional breakdowns & killer hangovers.

TOO MUCH KE$HA

THERE IS NO OTHER REASON TO EXPLAIN MY CURRENT OBSESSION ON ALL THINGS SHINY OTHER THAN THE FACT THAT I HAVE TOO MUCH KE$HA ON MY IPOD.

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HAIKOU.XINLONG.SANYA{HAINAN}

The Playlist

West Coast Friendship - Owl City

Beautiful - Beast/B2ST

Just You and Me - Zee Avi

Let's Dance to Joy Division - The Wombats

Let's Get Fucked Up and Die - Motion City Soundtrack

Tire Swing - Kimya Dawson

We No Speak Americano - Yolanda B Cool

Look What You've Done - Jet

You and I Both - Jason Mraz

Konichiwa Bitches - Robyn

The Time(Dirty Bit) - Black Eyed Peas

Bad Girl - Beast/B2ST

I Miss You - Blink 182

All I Want is You - Barry Louis Polisar

I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

Best vacation ever really.

• Being treated like semi-VIPs in the airport.
• Eating good food everyday(seafood on alternate nights and almost every meal in a restaurant)
• Most perfect beach that I've ever seen since my trip to Kuta Beach @ Bali.
• Cheap food + entertainment ( S$5 for High Tea, karaoke @ around S$5, KFC @S$4 )
  
• Cheap thrills. (Bags at S$11, shoes at S$8 and clothes starting from S$4)
• Living in such awesome accomodations ( "HANZHE HOTEL", Nanshan hotel with the spectacular view of the Buddha statue + villas & Sheraton Hotel for being the BEST resort I've ever been to in all my holidays overseas)
• The fact that I was with all my friends!
  

Now that vacation is over. I really need to get started on getting a job!It's just that my lazy ass wouldn't budge and I just can't stop procrastinating.

DAMN,REALLY

ONE

New year.
I have no idea why I wanted to have a new blog. Perhaps its because I'm desperately yearning for some form of change. Been on xanga for like what...6 years, which is also like my entire teenage life. Sometimes I read posts from when I was 13 and I can't help rolling my eyes/laughing at my own stupidity/naivete/nonsense/angst/rubbish. I haven't written an online post for a long time. I blame it on laziness & my lack of material/shit to actually write about. Sometimes I just have this insane urge to open my xanga to just type somthing but when I'm on the page...I just lose this need. Could be because I am sick of my xanga, or the fact that I am leading such a...boring,mundane lifestyle.

I want to change...but I'm just always procrastinating,always too lazy to move my butt. Where the fuck will this "change" come?

SO I VOW THAT I WILL START DOING SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE, NO MATTER HOW SMALL, TOMORROW.
Perhaps I'll start writing some New Year Resolutions.

Brand new start,right.