DISTRACTIONS.

WHO KNEW ZEBRA PERMANENT MARKER AND TOP COATS CAN CREATE SUCH A COOL EFFECT

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FINALLY GET TO LEPAK AT HOME AFTER ALMOST THREE WEEKS OF NON-STOP QUIZZES, PROJECTS & VARIOUS ACTIVITIES.

iTunes playing some Cults, Stars, Pomplamoose and acoustic 2ne1 & Big Bang while I browse through T.O.P tumblr, fashion blogs and make my fashion collage while nuaing in bed.

Love quiet nights like these where I get my alone time.

C'est la vie!

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UYII.

BEEN SO BUSY WITH THIS AWESOME NEW BAG LABEL CALLED UYII.

It's a personal project by Benny + Liping but Benny roped in Sihua and I to work in the marketing side. It's been crazy fun so far and I love how laid-back and inspirational everything has been!

We're just launch today in fact. the website hasn't really been up but we've done some activities like UYII STREETSCOUT and the launch event itself! These past month has been hectic-as-hell as I balance midterms and this uyii project but IT'S SO WORTH IT! ^^

UYII STREETSCOUT

UYII STREETSCOUT TEAM

BROWNIEZZZZ 

DOC MARTS GANG HEH HEH HEH

The two salespeople. Sihua being the legit one and Nicky being the 'vase'

The spine shirt I drew for her!!!!

Nicky's retarded-as-fuck phone-receiver

Pretending to be on a Viking on those metal swing sets.

YEAP, WE'RE IMMATURE LIKE THAT.

UYII LAUNCH

FATBOY BURGERS FOR DINNER OMGGGGGGGGGG

Doing some 'streetstyle' pics but looking like dorks in the end.

HEH HEH HEH

HELLO WANLING THANKS FOR DROPPING BY.

SO CUTE RIGHT!

BADASS UNICORN.

FUCKING BADASS MURAL @ UYII STUDIOOOOO!

I FUCKING LOVE MY JOB.
WE ARE TWEAKING OUR WEBSITE NOW AND IT WILL BE UP VVVVV SOON SO DO CHECK OUT UYII @ HTTP://UYII.COM.SG FOR OUR AWESOME BAGS WHEN IT'S UP!

"I feel infinite."

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Just finished reading this & I have this overwhelming urge to just......write something. Most of you have probably heard of this book. & this book has some of the best quotes ever that I can bet to you everyone has probably heard of at least once.

"And in that moment, I swear we were infinite."-Stephen Chbosky

&

"She wasn't bitter. She was sad, though. But it was a hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time."-Stephen Chbosky

Honestly, this book was a surprise, the first 30 pages were just weird. I almost didn't feel like reading it. & the way it's written, it was awkward, weird and confusing. But somehow, it just keeps getting better and better. & I can see to put the book down by the time I am about halfway through. I don't know the reason why but partly because you just wanna know what happens (although his life is kind of strange & fucked up) but there's just something so relatable in all his awkwardness and strange tendencies.

The way he felt for so many things is exactly the awkward, semi-naive part of me totally understand and relate to. Being a teenager isn't exactly tough but there's just so many thing written in this book that explains clearly and simply exactly how each one of us may feel now and then. Insecurities, friendships, first love and crushes...... I can't really put what I feel now about the book in words here but I just want to quote a passage from the book that I want to constantly remind myself every now and then when I kind of "lose my way".

"So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them."

Of mermaids, sharks, stingrays and jellyfishes.

Givenchy SS12 model pictures from style.com
Collage by TGG

Streamline tailoring. In whites, pinks, nudes and an occasional sequined ensemble. Marine animals never looked sexier before.
RICARDO TISCI NEVER DISAPPOINTS.
#lovegivenchy #wishIamricher #BADASS

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It's strange how emotional I am nowadays. I cry at the strangest times at the strangest things, for absolutely no reason at all. Maybe I'm bottling way too many years of bullshit+tears up and my tear ducts subconsciously decided to release all of them through tears at the strangest moments.

I could be listening to a song, watching a music video, watching a movie, reading a book or even talking with someone. There would be a trigger: some particular topic, or emotion, & the tears can't stop falling.

My auntie must think I'm crazy because I was tearing while watching a Korean music video.

I wonder when I started seeing crying as a weakness. But I have a vague idea when and why.

& that's probably when I steeled my heart against all kinds of bullshit that could get to me, because some things aren't worth breaking your heart over.  They just aren't worth your time or your effort. It was when I realize that there is no need for me to put in so much effort to make things right because some people/things aren't worth it.
That no matter what I do, I will still be insignificant to some people. It has been like that since I was a kid, & it will go on. I don't have to prove myself to these people. I've learnt firsthand how heartbreaking a rejection can be. To be regarded as invisible, as if I don't exist at all, by someone I've know for all my life. I still remember how I felt: I was so angry, so depressed, so torn, but I kept it all in. Then I went home and cried myself to sleep that night. In fact, I think I cried myself to sleep for several nights since that.

I've decided that I don't give a fuck about what they think because I will live my life as how I do it.
& in that time, I realized that whether it's emotional, physical or verbal abuse, I know I am strong enough to tolerate it because I am the better person who will be strong for the sake of everyone when everything is falling apart.
Because nothing lasts forever.& even if your life is an absolute wreck, things WILL get better. 


& they did.


Well, hypophrenia is putting things lightly, yes I do suffer from sudden short bouts of mild sadness + loneliness. But mainly I've always have quite a bit of angst locked up inside me that will creep out now and then and today, it just so happens that I've vented out all the angst I've kept hidden away.

I hardly like to talk about what I'm feeling/thinking in depth. Typing out and posting all I feel here, it makes me feel....vulnerable.

But I also feel so much better, because it's been so long since I've vented properly.

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HELLO AFTER SO LONG.

"What would you do if you weren't afraid?"

What a long, long, looooooooooong absence. I still wonder if anybody even bother reading this space. Too much has happened in the span of 1.5 months.

• School has started officially & half a semester has gone by.
• I said goodbye to some of my friends who has left our sunny little island to elsewhere to begin a new chapter of their life.
• I've taken up a challenge & I'm really excited to see how it would be like.

I need somewhere to vent. 

The past 1.5 months has been a whirl. School has been alright. Hectic for the past few weeks because I had to complete my numerous readings for Asian Horror Film, Astrology and Communication core modules.
I had to practice French diligently (Je parle un peu Français!) to make sure that I really grasp the language well.
& I had to complete a news article for my Media Writing course.
My recess week has unofficially started so I'm finally getting a breather from all the university stuff I had to get used to! But university life has been awesome!
Can feel myself getting fat from eating so much HAHA!


So many of my friends are overseas. My primary school friends that I haven't seen in ages are in England now while dear Hanzhe is in Buffalo now.I AM SO ENVIOUS OF THEM!!!!!
Would love to go overseas but because of money constraints and the fact that I am to smart enough for a scholarship, an overseas education seems entirely impossible(other than exchanges).

Sometimes I feel a little....inadequate because all of them are in these foreign countries, enjoying a whole new lifestyle. Seeing new things, meeting new people and entirely immersing themselves in a whole new culture.
I want myself to be doing that soon.




Currently working on a super exciting project now with a few friends. Will not be disclosing much details but I'm so glad that I agreed to do this. Even though we have so much to accomplished in such a short time (making everything seem so daunting!!!!!) , I'm sure we can pull through!
I like this feeling of being busy. Of having many deadlines to meet and having to keep thinking of fresh new ideas to make things work. I hope whatever I do will have positive results. & even if it doesn't, it will be a good learning experience, definitely.

SEEING THEM TMR AT F1 WITH BECCA!

WE WE WE WE SO EXCITED!^^

MARY KATRANTZOU IS A GENIUZ.

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Mary Katrantzou SS12

Combining images of nature(Underwater, fishes, flowers) & man's trash( scrap metals). Total sensory overload. As I had to take some time to digest all the crazy prints+colours because my eyes couldn't quite get used to all that craziness.

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Mary Katrantzou SS12

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Shouldn't multi-task seriously. Tetris battling + writing 204 + looking at SS12 collections + watching ancient aliens. My brain is swimming. Applying what Dr Chen, my CS201 lecturer, said. This is total message overload.
BUT SO GLAD THAT MY RECESS WEEK IS HERE. LIKE FINALLY.

July, you were AWESOMMMME!

photos all credited to the kickass seniors who took them!

Gambinooooooo!!!!!!!
2nd week of July kicked off with my 5-day WKWSCIFOC which comprises of:

• 'Cleanest' dirty games. Soap and paint is the dirtiest it gets B)
• Sleeping in a pavillion along Siloso beach like a hobo & experiencing what seems like a typhoon in the middle of the night.
• Crazy beach games  from morning to evening. Sand abrasion is a bitch.
• HTHT
• Rebecca Black. Stingray. Giraffe. Justin Biebz. Lee Kuan Yew. Yam Ah Mee. Hello Panda
• WO YAO KAN DAO WO DE LIAN! WO YAO KAN DAO WO DE LIAN! WO YAO KAN DAO WO DE LIAN! WO YAO KAN DAO WO DE LIAN! WO YAO KAN DAO WO DE LIAN! WO YAO KAN DAO WO DE LIAN! WO YAO KAN DAO WO DE LIAN! 
• Amazing race that includes singing a national day song in an MRT, visa dance along Dhoby Gaut, taking the pledge in an MRT Station & lots of running and digging.
• DRAMARAMARAMARAMA
• being in a pool from 1pm-5pm.
• LUCK > SKILL
• Schools always look scarier at night. (Especially if there are ghosts out to scare you shitless!)
• Sunburnt beyong recognition
• hilarious skits
• sleazy songs. (DO YOUR BALLS HANG LOW? DO THEY JIGGLE TO & FRO?)

Seriously the most physically intense activity that I've done in the past year. So much running, swimming, shouting, shouting, shouting, shouting, digging & coupled with the fact that we only had at most 4hours of sleep per day ( it's already a luxury, but still!). I was beyond exhausted by the time camp is over.
BUT GAMBINIANS ARE WAAAAAYYYYYY AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Plus the past few outings we had were fun!
- Unplugged at Blu Jazz but because it was so crowded, we ditched it & went to shisha hahaha.
-BBQ at Mark's house. Kinect Dance Battle + Rock Band! Reignited my love for video games.
- Zombie Killing Practice A.K.A L4D2 yesterday! Nothing feels as good as blasting off a few zombies' heads. B)

School hasn't started yet but I really really really wished it would be as good as camp & the past few weeks was. Apprehensive about school but really excited :D

Universal Studios With Sihua + HZ.
As usual we talked/gossiped a lot, even while taking rides. Most epic moment was when Sihua & I were on the Canopy Flyer chatting. The ride started & since we were flying backwards, we were chatting happily until it suddenly started swerving around, causing us to scream like banshees. So dizzy at the end of the day but so happy anyway ^^

Happy birthday Melvin!!!!!!!!

Totally last minute present made, filled with embarrassing photos of SOMEBODY in disgusting positions, lots and lots of hot male models with sexy abs & love notes from all of us! Rebecca and I completed half of the Melbook on our bus ride to Holland V & I really almost lost my lunch a few times because of all the bends and dips on that bus ride.

Got fat on XLB buffet steamboat & got even fatter at Scoopz later. B)

July has been awesome BUT AUGUST, PLEASE BE EVEN BETTER!!!!! (SINCE I'M BORN IN THIS MONTH!)

INSPIRATION POST #1

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Slightly bipolarish.
I want to emulate the dark,creepy,gothic look but I'm always obsessed with bright colours and shiny things.Maybe I should wear different looks on alternate days.